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(29 gusht 2008-)
+11:06 e paradites]*
# Life!-
OH! Its been real long since my last post! haha..
Had been emo-ing last few months. But guess the emo-ing process is over~!
^.^
Exams over! Just have my holiday since last week.
Oh well. Got to work for M-O-N-E-Y!! Money money.
Money means everything.
Alright, gotta spend time with friends too! =)
What's life..?
Kept asking myself recently. If life's all about money, then i guess it's quite dull.
Why live life den?
It could be better off if I'm dead, at least i'll get those paper money with lots of "0s"! lols..
It struck me when i saw an old couple holding hands walking across the road.
Perhaps life's all about finding the right partner?
Well.. Tat's practically what i'm living for and moving on now.
To find my partner! My the other half.. =]
My motivation.
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(9 qershor 2008-)
+6:35 e pasdites]*
# Life..?-
Life is'nt great anymore..
meaningless..?
empty?
lonely..
i dont wanna hear anything!
But i dont wanna be alone..
happy belated birthday to me..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(15 maj 2008-)
+4:59 e paradites]*
# dusty!-
wow.. its dusty here.. time for a new look..
shall go search for new blogskin..
hmm.. alot has happened..
My philosophy: Never leave regrets in life..
Tats wad i always tin we live for..
haha..
I guess i did it..
No regrets.
Ytd work, first time felt ck's care..
Knew he is already exhausted, but still, he offers to play dota..
Hey bro, thanks! =]
I can feel it..
But i noe sam don lyk u keep on stay out at night too, so don quarrel cuz of me ar!
=x
Was already broke since school reopen,
But these few weeks work n work, Slowly regaining my balance financially..
yea, u're right, i work n work, abit neglected my studies..
Afterall, studies more important right?? haha..
But still, no money to survive where will have future? =x
ARGH!!!
Don se de to buy contact lens..
30bucks!
OMG..
this one im wearing now is lyk been for a month plus reaching two..
lol.. If one day im blind, i guess all of u will noe why..
Hey guys, a few big days are coming reeeaaal SOOON..!
wahahahahahaha..
Looking forward to it..
But wads next after all these..
Can only be silently.. alone..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(29 mars 2008-)
+8:00 e paradites]*
# Lonely..-
Feeling so lonely again. Upon knowing all my bros going in army, this feeling of solitude envelops my whole heart. Got this thought of joining army together with them. But im afraid i'll lose interest in studying after completing my national service.
"You better go find another group of frens la, our side no hope liao!"
All the more i feel lonely after hearing one of them saying this..
Now, even when they are still outside, im alrdy feeling so so so alone. After they go in, im really afraid i cant look up to anyone when i needed someone there for me.
All of the sudden, i feel so afraid of scool reopening. Im afraid, i wont have time for those impt ppl in my life. Im afraid, they will leave me cuz we've got lesser time tgt.
Do i really have to learn to let go in this life?? Learn to be independent??
Who can i look forward to?
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(9 mars 2008-)
+5:05 e paradites]*
# Bitter.-
S.I.A.N.!
Really wonder how life can be so boring lyk mine now..
Sad.. Haiz..
I wanna work..
But i don lyk sales line..
=( But Joanne told us tat Topshop hiring ppl..
Shall i go for it??
At Wisma though.. hmm..
The pay's okok la..
But it'll mean my days at home are numbered if i were to be hired..
AHhhhh!!
Hate making decisions lyk these..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(7 mars 2008-)
+5:57 e pasdites]*
# -
Things in life arent easy yea?
Going through all alone is tough..
So God made us frens, perhaps?
To ensure us tat loneliness wont pester us any longer when we felt it..
But sometimes loneliness still seem to follow us anywher, everywher.
Its the feelings inside,
I should describe it as "emptiness".
I do feel empty from time to time..
I guess everyone does?
Even when we've everything, things we want so much, it still does follow us..
Sometimes, just wish tat someone who truly knows me might appear.
So tat he/she can really understand me..
But i'd become so "predictable" while facing tat person, isnt it?
Its not something good too, rite?
Life is contradicting! =)
Shall update again soon.
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(28 shkurt 2008-)
+8:51 e pasdites]*
# hey hey!-
Power la!
Feel so energetic ytd when i oli hav had 2 curry-puffs for the straight whole day..
First time..
xD
Was so damn hungry, but was working..
So all i could eat was tat "delicacy" in tat coffee shop..
When i found out i really muz get food, it was alrdy 3am plus.
Hmm..
I can go on diet too eh??
=]
It sure is tough..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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