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(26 korrik 2007-)
+10:19 e pasdites]*
# Florence's Birthday!-
Finally man! Today got to meet up wif everyone..! lol..
Cuz its florence's b'day!
Din went to scool for today.. haha..
Cuz dont feel lyk going la..
But still ended up late when meeting them! =P
This stupid habbit..
Dunno how to change la..
haha.. But lucky still got ppl later dan me!
Birthday gal oso later dan me.. lol..
Suppose to meet up at 7.30pm, but i reach there at 8.20pm..
LOL..!
All right..
Den we spent the night at K Garden!
Sing Sing Sing.. haha..
But today's quite different though..
The feeling.. The atmosphere.. haha..
Should b cuz almost everyone there..
So it was exceptionally happy..
haha.. Crazy la..
Den a bastard wanna make me drunk.. LOL!
But cant blame him la..
If i dont wanna drink, no body can make me drink either..
So is my fault..! Haha..
Anw.. Drank quite alot..
But im not drunk lei.. I can still thk properly.. Walk straightly and all..
Just tat my face red red nia.. lol..
And i was crazier dan b4 nia lo..
But frankly, at first i tot after drinking, i would not b able to sing well..
On the contraay, I could sing better dan b4 in tat condition..! lol..
At least tats how i feel..
haha..
Happy Birthday Mei! finally 18..! haha..
Sang u the Birthday cum Beat-Box song.. U BETTER DON DELETE..!
lol.. Alrite alrite.. More and more ppl's b'dae nearing..
Pam's, den hao's.. haha..
I suppose pam's would b fun?? =D
Boon will do a gr8 job i thk.. lol..
Once again! Happy Birthday Florence! haha..
Hope u enjoyed ur day..
Its not very eventful tat day.. But manage to call forth quite a few ppl.. haha..
U take care!
Hope to see all of u soon...
Ciao!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(24 korrik 2007-)
+11:40 e paradites]*
# =)-
Finally!!
New post from me.. =P
This few days too busy..
Couldnt have time to update..
Haha..
Nthing special anw..
OH!
Good news today!
My appeal for waiver of debarment was approved! =D
Hmm..
Which means I am not being debarred for POA anymore!
Haha!!
But I've actually wasted the one and only chance for waiver of debarment..
Arghhh!!!
I even promise not to b late or absent or wadsoever anymore..!
U thk I can achieve tat?? HAH..!
I hope I will be able to honor my words..
Anw, mei's B'day coming soon!! Haha..
Actually quite looking forward to it man..
Cuz can get everyone tgt once again.. XD
But y must it be in the time when so many of us are B-R-O-K-E!!!!!
Sian lor.. My savings left wif not more than $100 liao..
Jialat la..
How to ton till my 2-months vacation?!
Haiz..
Problems just keep coming..
One after another..
But its ok..
Cuz I'm free from debarment!! XD
Examinations coming reallll soon..
Must start studying le..
But still wont forget to PLAY!
Haha..
Actually today quite happy..
Cuz finally got to coach my brother maths..
He has been asking for my help for weeks..
I cant believe tat I couldnt even have time to guide him..
Finally got the chance today..! Haha..
So happy la..
But din show out..
Y am I happy?
Cuz he finally noes, Ah Beng wifout education can get him nowher..!
I dont hope for him to pull himself out from the dark side..
I just hope he can be the smartest one inside.. =)
Ahhh... TIRED..
lol..
Shall go to bed now! Aliyoz..
Nites! =]
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(19 korrik 2007-)
+10:41 e paradites]*
# 9am again!-
OMG..! Nowadays keep on having to wake up at 0630!
Cuz have to reach scool at 0900..
Anw.. Today still went for my POA..
At first still hope if today can reach there earlier,
mayb I can "mitigate" for my debarment..
I even made the effort to get out of my house 15 minutes EARLIER..
Den u noe wad?
I got there the same time as usual! 25minutes late..
OMG!!!
Why? God knows..
Damn.. Its true know..
Just when I made the effort..
It rained so heavily, I can't even keep myself from getting drenched inside the bus!
Horrible..
And the rain got me 25 minutes late for tutorial and confirmation of getting debarred..
Who can I blame?
Myself? For not watching the news on weather forecast the day before?
Damn it ALL!..
I felt lyk I was being "played"..
By God?
lol..
It can't be helped..
Too many unpredictables in Life..
I guess..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(17 korrik 2007-)
+11:24 e paradites]*
# ...-
As i said..
Nothingness truely came back and haunt me after our "Lan-Session"!
lol..
Somehow feeling empty..
Lyk always, procrastinating to do my part of the project on Biz Management..!
Luckily i won the battle against procrastination.. haha..
Just finish doing my part of the project..
And its now 0230..
Awww... Have to wake up at 0630!
So gtg slp now! Haha..
Anw, today's presentation got "B-"..
Fortunately, i din get a "C" or below..
Lets hope i wont get it, at least for tis sem..
Hoping.. =)
Nites!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(16 korrik 2007-)
+10:59 e paradites]*
# Lan Lan Day! =X-
Haiz! Today so sianz..
Got to do project on my own..!
Haha.. but still, my group-mates tey have done their part la..
luckily can finish it on time!
=]
Den after tat went to amk avenue 10 mac..
Mei's blk ther..
lol.. Go "study"..
But din really manage to really study la..
Thk today sway bah! Lan Lan nia! Haiz..
Who told me to b guai gia.. lol..
Hope my choice of being guai gia is rite!
It affects my future afterall..
Earning big bucks..
But not oli guai gia can earn big bucks rite?
lol.. Juz felt so Lan Lan la!..
Long time din felt lyk tat before..
hmm..
Felt the weakness inside me..
Shall join some cca which can learn to protect myself and my beloved!
I shall see.. =X
Kick-boxing?
hmm..
Martial-Arts?
mayb.. lol..
Just a tot in mind..
Mayb still too lazy to even join all these..
Luckily can look forward to tml!
Ending scool early..
So can go find CK and Boon go lan again..
But soon, it'll past..
Den again, I will have nth to look forward to..
Nthingness will come back and conquer my soul!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(15 korrik 2007-)
+10:01 e paradites]*
# Hah..!-
Damn bored ar!!!!!!
Haiz..
Die liao la.. Think I getting depression..
feeling down, for no particular reason..
haiz..
Mayb cuz its just cuz im too bored..
Boredom seriously KILLS..!
Still have BLAW project not done yet!
Due tis tuesday..
Haiz..
So sian la.. Dont wan tis lifestyle now lei..
Lyk very messy lyk tat..
Nthing good..
Shall i start all over again wasting half-a-year??
I dont really feel tis is the right way..
But i noe tis is the oli way which i can start afresh.. Isnt?
So.. Getting a "C" and below for any of my grades and i shall repeat, or change course of study..
But tis course have bright prospect..
And i still doesnt noe if i'll be interested in it...
Haiz..
Just "zou yi bu kan yi bu" bah..
Im truly stupid.. Fell for it again..
Told myself not to.. Hurt though..
But i could still control myself..
It isnt wad i thk it was.. It isnt wad i thk it was.. It isnt wad i thk it was..
It isnt.. =X
Alrite.. Have to carry on with life too..
Carry on den.....
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(14 korrik 2007-)
+12:26 e pasdites]*
# Satisfying day? =]-
Morning woke up early..
Went to work for yz's dad..
Haha..
Those carpet DAMN heavy la..
Almost 600-700kg EACH!
U din see wrong.. Its E-A-C-H!!
Hah!
Cant imagine rite??
Suddenly found out how small size I was when I saw those carpet..
lol..
The person in-charge dunno how to plan tins la..
Keep pushing the blame onto "MISCOMMUNICATION"..
Din even show initiative in the whole process!
Oli keep saying his superior told him tis, told him tat..
Cant even make such simple decisions by himself at all..!
Not flexible.. At a glance can alrdy tell there was no space for the FIVE rolls of huge carpet lor..
Still keep insisted for us to stuff it into the "holes"..
BLOODY HELL LA!
Den hurt my toe again..
U're RITE! The same one..
The trolley carrying the 600-700kg carpet rolled up my toe.. T.T
Felt the pain for awhile.. Haha..
Den after tat no need mention le la..
Tonight quite happy.. lol..
Cuz got to watch two movies..
Quite nice though!
The Hitcher and My Wife Is A Gangster 3!!
Haha.. Watch it wif mei and Miang..
Den after tat went to YZ's hse stay overnite.. Haha..
Tired!! Shall go to bed!
Alrite.. Shall stop here.. =)
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(13 korrik 2007-)
+9:52 e paradites]*
# wad am i to do??-
From starting of poly,
I told myself, I must aim for gpa as close to 4 as possible..
But now i dont thk i can achieve it..
Have to seriously find out whether will have to re-take for half year more anot..
If have to, I might as well go change course..!
Hmm..
Den start all over again!..
Dunno how it goes tis time..
Hope it'll be fine..
Haiz.. Sian la.. Today in the end really din manage to meet up wif CK they all..
Went home after my MAEC test!
Buang again..
haiz..
Getting more and more disappointed in myself..
Is there no one who I can hang on to??
I dont thk i can find anyone..
not even a soul..
No one would understand me though..
It's lyk all things went crumbling down one after another..
How long can I face all tis..?
Life's definitely changing for me..
And it's gradually getting harsher..
I am so SPASTIC!!!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(12 korrik 2007-)
+9:38 e paradites]*
# NO MOOD!-
Haiz.. Finally got DEBARRED!
So sad la.. But can oli blame myself..!
FAN AR!!! Why lyk tis..??
Juz when I tot it's time I should buck up..
Juz when I start to do my work..
Juz when I tot I could hang on..
My stupid habbit of getting late has now got me into trouble..
Though I can take the module again next sem..
It will definitely pull down my grade for tis sem!!
Cuz tat was my best grade..
I got myself into it..
Can oli blame myself..
AR!! Tml got test!! How to find mood to study lyk tis??
Got to rush my Microsoft Excel somemore!!
Tot tml can go out wif CK tey all to lan..
But got test! WTH LA!
haiz..
Damn depress now.. Feel lyk no one can help me..
So.. In the end still have to waste half a year eh?
haiz..
WAD AM I DOING?!!
I dunno..
I oli noe i cant slp tonight again!
SHIT! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(10 korrik 2007-)
+7:23 e pasdites]*
# it's down-turn for me..! =( bad luck..-
Damn sian la!
Nowadays dunno y so sway sia!
Today eat wrong tins.. Den stomach damn pain la..
Cant "ren" anymore, so went to the toilet at AMK Hub..
Den after tat the pain got more excruciating!
Damn la.. Vomitted.. Dunno wad "substance" I vomit out lor..
Should be my gestric juice inside the stomach..
Cuz it taste sour..
Den reach home.. Went to shit again..
It's not even shit lor! It's simply LIQUID..
"EEEEeeee" rite? Walao..
I feel lyk vomitting even a the tot of it lor..
Just damn pain la my stomach..
Den went to bed.. Slp awhile..
Lucky after tat got better, so went out to find mei tey all! =]
Go "study".. lol..
At 11pm den eat mac for supper.. den at the counter den found out I got oli $4.90 when the meal cost me $5.00! Haha.. SO malu.. Went bac to get 10cent from them..
Jialat liao.. Really broke!
So sian la.. In the end din manage to even start to do my presentation!
Cuz at first tot no internet connection in the mac..
Den after tat went home..
Waited for last bus.. Luckily still got.. If not I must really walk home..
Bros! Better save up more now cuz I might get back my money from u all..!
Paiseh to tell u all face to face.. =)
Hope u all dont mind la.. Its my last resort.. Hope u all understand..
=] thanks!
*Yup! Working hard! Tell u wad.. Quit ur scool den focus on ur 'O's if u feel scooling is affecting u from getting better results k?? But if u do so must really work hard on ur 'O's liao la.. =) Jiayou! Work hard too yea? Can really come to look for me if u need help.. I'll try and be lyk in the past! =] take care..*
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(9 korrik 2007-)
+11:37 e paradites]*
# OUCH!-
Damn! Haha.. Had fun today..
Y?? Mayb cuz the ppl i met? LOL!
So happy la.. Finally 5 of us met together again! =D
Though for short short while nia.. haha..
But really very rare la..
For 5 ppl to be free on the same day! =]
HAIZ..! After talking wif CK and Boon abt the past during secondary scool life, suddenly really miss the time we have had!
Those were the happy moments in Life..
Every moment, building on the bonds and memories we share!
Haha.. We might not be able to remember each and every part of it..
But keep in mind! There are 5 of us! So each one of us will have to "memorise" 1/5 of all that we have! =D
Yup! Its tis feeling I needed, I longed for.. =)
Looking forward for another "gathering" of ours! XD
Thanks.. Each and every bros.. U rock my Life! lol..
*Hmmm.. To the once special someone of mine!
U might have lost many tins..
And u might not be able to get it back,
So u should learn to cherish wad u have now.. yea? =)
Take gd care of urself! We will be there for YOU!*
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(8 korrik 2007-)
+10:31 e paradites]*
# frustrating!-
Haiz! Today damn frustrating la! Damn sway..
My toe lyk tat nvm, i broke a glass at home, den kena cut on the same injured leg!!
Blood gush out lyk dunno wad.. Even though the cut not big!
ARGH!! Den my mom kept niaming..
Cant stand it.. I noe I have to be filial..
But sometimes really not under my control la!
Cuz she kept niam den somemore go switch off my laptop de switch!
Den my whole laptop just went blank.. Bloody hell..
Misfortune came one after another.. Lucky at tat time i havnt start doing my hmwk!
If not I sure go crazy..
Alrdy shouted at her lyk hell when she just switch off the power inadvertently..
After tat got real guilty.. Haha..
Bad rite? Haiz.. Nowadays keep bad temper lor.. dunno y la..
Somemore.. Got a feeling lyk we've drifted more and more apart! All of us..
But tat's Life, I guess?
Couldnt even last a year eh?
Hah! Quite sad though..
It cant be helped!!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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+1:55 e paradites]*
# SENTOSA!! *late till very jialat!!* =P-
Wahlao!! Today suppose to wake up early and go to sentosa de lor!!
Even told myself better not to be late today!
HAIZ.. I AM LATE.. Damn late la.. =P
At first still pondering on whether to go or not lor..
Den I see the weather quite good, so decided to go!
Haha.. By the time i reach, Angeline alrdy left liao..
All becuz of ytd night la!! The stupid tutor!
Wan me hand in my assignment by today morning..
So no choice, have to stay up late to finish it..
Lucky i was able to finish lor.. If not i late for nth! Haha..
At sentosa, played monkey ther as usual..
Got go down the sea la.. Haha.. Even tried to swim across!
But half-way nia den heard the life-guard blow his whistle.. Den tot gtg back..!
After tat den found out he not blowing me! Wasted lor! Can swim ther de..
Haha.. But really no stamina liao.. Swim lyk tat nia den cant catch my breath..
WEAK! lol..
After tat went to kelvinT's hse.. His chiwawa damn irritating lar! Haha..
Kept barking! Majiam I rape her mother lyk tat.. lol..
Even though so small in size, i see liao oso scared scared lor! haha..
Den got bite by the damn dog on my nose.. Her saliva DAMN SMELLY LAH!!
Luckily i siam fast.. If not my nose gone.. Haha..
Stayed over-night at kairong's hse in sengkang! Haha.. Quite fun though..
BUT injured my toe.. Haha.. Actually alrdy got injured once earlier today when we at sentosa by Boon..
Den after tat next morning, got injured by Pam again..
Dunno isit i owe this two "siblings" de la! Haha.. Quite pain though..
Die la.. Scared i cant wear shoe on next thursday! Cuz my toe swollen..
Haiz.. Hope will recover in time..!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(5 korrik 2007-)
+11:03 e paradites]*
# =]-
WASEH! SooooOOO proud of myself sia!.. LOL!
Finally complete my scool de blog liao.. Damn shuang la..! =]
Now is like so late liao lor.. TIRED!! haiz..
So happy la.. Tml friday le.. haha..
Somemore can look forward to next thursday! MUSICAL NIGHT! haha..
Den will be mei's BIRTHDAY!! 26th July.. Everyone dont k siao dunno ar!!
Muz save money from today onwards! Just for her present.. LOL!
So fast another week pass liao..
Hope can faster holiday lor!
8 WEEKS LEI!! walao.. Haha..
Haiz.. Life's missing something now.. Haha..
But, Ke Yu Bu Ke Qiu la! =P
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(4 korrik 2007-)
+11:21 e paradites]*
# OMG!-
Today still thought of completing my FOUR blog entries for my scool work lor! Haiz.. manage to do two nia.. saded la..! Friday still have to print out somemore.. Which means I left with one more day to complete another two entries! Haiz.. Bobian la.. Who ask me dont do during the last ELEVEN weeks.. haiz.. Now den suffer..
Haha.. But quite "wu hua" in a sense la.. Cuz i spent my ELEVEN weeks wifout doing any homework! haha.. den last minute den chiong.. LOL! =P
Hey! Just wanna tell u, I really ok le! =] Really joking nia.. Hope u dont misunderstand! Haha.. Starting to focus more on my studies nowadays..
So long din get the sense of "achievement" after completing homeworks lor!
Must somehow get it.. Den will have motivation to do more.. haha..
Die liao la.. Tml one whole day at scool lor.. Until 9pm, or even later.. haiz!
Hope can get to noe new frens during the cca! =)
Oh! Got back my result for MAEC today! 18/20.. A+! haha.. quite okok le bah?
=] Time for bed! Nites!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(3 korrik 2007-)
+9:46 e paradites]*
# -
Haha.. Today finished scool at 11am! Suprisingly early sia! =]
Got back my BLAW grades too.. 76/100, B+!
Haiz.. 4 more marks nia den "A" liao.. Wasted! Sian la..
Finish scool liao went to find Boon to go play lan.. Haha.. Not very satisfying though.. But nvm! Cuz he got heart to come out play wif me! =)
After tat went kpool find CK.. Today dunno isit got possessed lor.. Billard damn tyco! Haha.. But pool abit goyak la.. lol..
Den after tat went to CK's steamboat ther eat eat.. Den went off wif Jiahao liao..
I did nthing much today oso lor.. Go funland awhile den went back home.. Finally saw ID4 loh! Haha..
Reach home le straight away slp liao.. Cuz damn tired la.. HAIZ..
lyk wasted my day again lor.. Cuz still got tonnes of homework havnt complete yet! Due tis friday lei.. Nobody can help me wif my work =(
I thk the bus keep advertising de "Globl Warming" quite true sia.. Cuz even though now at night, Im still sweating all over! Damn.. Sianz la..! Tml end early again lor.. Hope can find something to do..!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(2 korrik 2007-)
+5:03 e pasdites]*
# Sorry,-
I've tot about it again last night..
I'm at fault..
Sorry..
I thk I really "wan bu qi"..
Or I guess tat's a tin I treat very seriously..
Tat's y i cant "play wif it"..
Sorry for venting at u ytd..
Nowadays, or rather, all along, I have bad temper..
I guess u're clearer than anyone else.
Sorry!
But I really din tot tat u'd treat frenships so lightly..
I've lost enough these days..
It shall end wif u as my last tin to be lost..
I hope...
I hope that's not how we end..;
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+8:15 e paradites]*
# Since you suggested it? Y not?-
Wow.. I guess today was the first scool day in my poly life to have enough slp! Haha..
So good lor.. Went to scool can thk soOO much clearer! =]
Started scool at 1200 today.. Ended around 3 plus.. Done with my project at 1730..
Reach home around 9pm! WOW rite? lol.. Muz be thking y the big gap? =x
So damn bloody sian la! I miss my stop! As usual.. Den cross the road to take bus back.. BUT.. MISS MY STOP AGAIN..! ARRGH!!
Stupid rite? Haha.. The bloody Phua Chu Kang la! Attracted me to watch it.. Den forgot to alight.. HAIZ..
Haha.. Damn silly la.. Let deik noe confirm say I "bai chi" again..
Alrite! Left with one "mei" now.. Since u suggested it.. Why not?!
I'm sick and tired of u anyway.. Ur stupid way of doing things.. U think it's funny to get to noe ppl's privacy in this manner? IT ISN'T! And it's irritating, alrite!
I'm telling u.. I hate ppl who doesnt admit their mistakes, ppl who die oso wan face, ppl who doesnt repent on why others thk of themselves tat way! And u have all of the "QUALITIES" above I mentioned...! I tried to be nice to u.. Dont deny it! Hoping u would change for the better.. But u didnt!
Wanna noe y I treated u tat way? Its cuz u dont deserve to be treated nicely! U'd take advantage of it.. And thk tat u're right every single time! I noe wad u're thking rite now.. "U OSO THK TAT U'RE RIGHT NOW!" See? If u're having this kind of mindset.. U're simply telling me U feel tat u're right.. I guess u wont get wad I mean either..
I told myself before! No matter wad, I should not mention breaking of "kinship" with u.. U're thking, "LYK REAL!" Am I right? I hope Im not.. But since U have suggested it urself, why not?! Im sick and tired of ur character anyway..
"U go ur way, i go mine!" From start, I already took different path as U! Alrite den.. No more space for negotiation now! Tat's it! Good luck with ur character!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(1 korrik 2007-)
+10:42 e paradites]*
# kBox!-
Haha.. Went kbox today for our "mini_gathering"!
Abit weird la.. Cuz at first tot Angeline wont dare to sing.. But she did! Haha..
First time hearing her sing.. Still ok wad! Why shy sia?? lol..
Everyone can sing, just tat they dare to sing out anot nia..
Just be more thick-skinned lyk me! Den sure dare to sing out LOUD liao..
LOL!
Sang for six hours lor! About $23 lyk tat.. Cuz GST raise till 7% starting TODAY.
Haha.. How LUCKY!
Today okok la.. Still an acceptable day.. =]
Din have much expectation to really "have fun" today when I first came out from my house.. Haha.. Cuz u noe y!
But now feeling better le.. Not tat EMO anymore.. Thanks to tat msg! =]
But, haiz.. Thking having to go scool again for the next 5 days make me SIAN!!
Y ppl have youth day holiday we dont have?? Damn.. We still youth lor!
Haha.. Adult is 21 years and above lor..
Haiz.. Holidays were never enough for me..! Dunno lei..
Abit contradicting myself now.. Feel lyk studying hard.. But dont feel lyk going to scool lor! Dunno y la..!
But shouldnt be a problem.. Haha.. Shall stop here! To be continued...TML! =P
I hope that's not how we end..;
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