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(25 tetor 2007-)
+3:48 e pasdites]*
# mia-
hahas.. MIA for two whole days! Slpt for more than enough le.. ZZZ.. =x
Finally freed myself from school! ^.^ Can hav brk for awhile..
Others all having their Os now..
Guess im tired too..
Juz wanna leave everything after Os!
So everybody! Kampateh!!!!
Hehe.. Will b slacking till November le ba..
In the mean time, juz wanna help ppl wif their Os..!
Broz, frens, All! ^-^
Hope all of u out there, after completing Os can come out feeling FREED! XD
Shall start wif helping my bros first.. Lets all jiayou!
Those having their papers tml, might not b able to see..
But, all of u better gif it ur all! jys jys jys!!! =]
Shall pray for u..
Hehe.. work hard, work smart..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(17 tetor 2007-)
+4:17 e pasdites]*
# Turning Point of my life..?-
School has started merely one week! And now i have a decision i've got to make.. A decision so big, it will affect my future, my life.. Im so afraid to face it.. But i know, i've got to settle it, once and for all..
Interest, or prospect? I remember asking myself tis question 8 months ago while i was choosing my course.. Pertaining to the naive mindset, i tot business courses was better.. I guess most of the ppl out there tot so too before they enter the poly realm.. I gave up my interest and went for the 'sound so cool' course, Banking & Financial Services (BFS).. Being a Banker, great prospect eh? However, it isnt so true for everybody, at least it isnt true for me..
Now tat a semester has passed, i see tat it was a mistake having chosen BFS as my course..
I use to have tis firm belief tat one taking the path of one's interest will eventually be successful in their future.. Now i regret having not following tis belief.. I should have enter an engineering course instead! Afterall, maths is my forte! Why the hell did i study A-Maths for the 3 years in my secondary school when i ended up in a course not even having a Maths module?
It turn out tat business courses were mostly theory-based! The ones tat i hate most.. Why did i contradict myself..?
Now, i feel tat my life is a mess.. wif future so gloomy..
I guess i should change course..? But changing will take away another year of my life.. Wad should i do..?
Shall i follow my belief again? Or shall i continue walking down the gloomy future..? I dont know....! i just feel tat, im all alone..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(14 tetor 2007-)
+4:36 e pasdites]*
# Brand New Day!-
Blogging in the morning! Why?? Shouldnt i be in school now...??
Hehe.. Don misunderstood me ah! I din pon k.. Cuz tis week first week..
So ALL tutorials no needa go! WOO!!! hehe.. At least thers still something left for me to feel happy abt.. =P
Haiz.. Damn stupid! My scool website de student login dunno y cant login de!
So i dunno wad time is my lecture lor.. Damn! Lyk tat how not to late sia..? Sianz..
Oso dunno how le.. So sway la.. Ytd keep trying still cant.. even now..! Dunno the website for fark!
Sianz..
Brand new day.. a brand new start..! But everything's lyk so messy now..
My laptop.. Den now my time-table.. Dunno wads next sia..
Hmm.. But promise myself to do my best tis sem! Will not gif up so easily.. ^.^
Ytd got the chance to talk to my SUPER SENIOR last tym studying in NP... Now in local Uni..
Same course somemore, BFS.. hehe.. Somehow his words got me motivated..
Den plus i got YOU as my motivator! No scared no scared le.. Hehe..
Alrite! Bstats will be my first lecture if im not wrong! Shall push myself hard tis tym round.. =]
I will be back...! =P
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(13 tetor 2007-)
+12:25 e paradites]*
# Alone-
Im so afraid.. Scool's reopening.. And loneliness tag along it too..
When scool reopens, tats when i'd be left alone.. For good? =(
Loneliness can definitely make someone cry hard.. Unbearable for some..
Dunno why! Just couldnt get through tis on my mind.. it feels much lyk im alone in my life..
I guess.. All i need is motivation... Something to keep me going.. Dragging myself even further..
im tired.. being alone! falling..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(10 tetor 2007-)
+5:24 e pasdites]*
# -
SO SWAY tis few days.. OMG..!
Drop 16 bucks after work tat day..
Den next day found my laptop spoil le..
Wads next??
I lost my contact lens container!!
Den??
I use a small plate to contain my lens..
Next moring, guess wad?
The moment i put on the lens on my left eye, i felt SOOOO SPICY...!
U're right..
The plate was used to put chilli the day before.... =x WTF...!
Den my reflex was to shut my eyes real tight..
The spice was almost unbearable la..!
Haiz..
Den few minutes lata, open my eyes..
My vision still blurry de..
Was thking where was my lens!
Look for it up everywher!
But couldnt find it though..
Den felt discomfort under my left eyelid..
And i tot, "could it be the lens went up??"
OMG..!
Damn shitty la!!!!!..
So damn irritated..!
WTH..
Den went to see doc..
Noe it cost me how much??
FYI. $76.05...
Haiz..
Got to fan bout financial, heallth and studies..
relationship..?
Its up to you now..
I wish i could tell u how i feel..
And u can maturely listen to it..
Don get me wrong!
Din mean tat u're immature k! =x
Haiz..
Damn sway la..
Last week holiday somemore..
=(
Sadded..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(9 tetor 2007-)
+11:30 e paradites]*
# -
I don really know wads got into me..
Just tis few days..
Got all emoed..
Even today..
Except the day while im working..
Mayb was bcuz she was ther..
Tiring.. But din really mind much..
Cuz could get to see her..
EMO EMO EMO..
Why should i spend my last week of holiday emo-ing..?
hmm..
But i cant find a reason for me to stay happy either..
haiz..
Den now..
My bloody laptop dunno y coouldnt start up!!!
Farking hell..
Haiz..
Nothing seems to be right for me..
Damn..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(4 tetor 2007-)
+10:14 e paradites]*
# -
My heart went all out when looking at wad u've said..
Wads it tat u're facing, alone..?
Gal, u're simply having too much troubles on mind..
All i can help..
Is not to cause u any trouble..
Don bear everything urself!
Even if the one u're sharing wif weasnt me..
It doesnt matter anymore..
Juz wan to see u smile, and stay happy everyday..
I felt the same way when i got back my results..
And u rmb wad u told me..?
Tell tat to urself..
Take tis as a disappointment tat can encourage u to work, even harder..!
=) Things don always turn out to be exactly wad u've expected..
Tis is life.. Do learn to be strong..
I really have lots i feel lyk telling u..
But its ok if u doesnt feel lyk listening to it..
Cuz theres always a "next tym", rite??
Im trying my best now..
So gal, u too, try ur best not to fall..
IF theres a need to, i can leave u to cool down for tis period..
Until u confidently walk out of the exam hall..
Wif a smile, tat is..
=) I'll always be there..
Being tat silly me..
U might feel reluctant of me now..
But all u hav to do is just tell me..
And u can be alone for tis period of time..
When everything's settled, den come bac to tis stupid pig here.. yea..?
Pls, do stay strong..
Take care..
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(3 tetor 2007-)
+8:20 e pasdites]*
# -
I guess i noe wad im wrong about tis time..
I jumped to conclusion??
Im sorry gal..
Sorry..
I tried my best not to be so negative le..
But..
How..?
Teach me!
=(
I hope that's not how we end..;
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+7:06 e pasdites]*
# 城外-
你的 愛情像是一座堡垒
好多士兵在防衛
這样的和平太狼狈
难道你不觉得累
城外面我就快要崩溃
城裡你不了 解
狂风中飘着我的眼泪
你有没有感觉
我的 伤口早已经无所谓
醒了依然继续追
前线上绝对不撤退
儘管寂寞太漆黑
城外面我被重重包围
会不会闭上 眼
戰火力裡我没有了知觉
也忘了你是谁
蔡 旻佑
I hope that's not how we end..;
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(2 tetor 2007-)
+1:20 e pasdites]*
# 我想要説-
看着右手 被撕裂的傷口
爱好像曾經停留
而我左手 按下號碼之後
那首屬於我的 歌不在播送
默冩你的愛過 坦承自己脆弱
对白怎麼説 表情才不難過
我想要説 我想要説
如果没有了你 我該如何往下走
那一秒鐘 有没有發現我 倔強裡的問候
怎麼勸我放手 在這一切之後
蔡 旻佑
I hope that's not how we end..;
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