Holding his hope so high, he didnt care what his pals told him..
The only thing on his mind was, "Im meeting her, Im meeting her.."
Walking so fast, nearly jogging, he tot his priority was to get there asap.
On the other hand, the gal was nearly reluctant to meet him..
He knew it, but he couldnt care-less, all he wanted was to get there in time..
Bluffing his way through, hoping tat somehow, the gal might just wait for him..
The time has never been so slow before, for a moment, every station the train stops seem lyk eternity.
"Alright, finally, two more stops."
He doesnt know why, but he was nervous..
Scanning almost every inch of his reflection on the glass of the door, he wanted to see if there were any "flaws" in his attire..
He tot the situation was more tense dan him taking his 'O's..
Just as he reach his station, his phone rang..
He flipped open his hp, took a glance at it..
It was from tat gal..
From tat moment, he knew he wasnt gonna meet her afterall..
He stopped for awhile, asking himself whether or not to pick up tat call from her..
He picked up.
She sounded lyk she was in a hurry..
".. Hello?"
"Hello??"
".. Ya..?"
"You really dont have to come already. I already reach my bus-stop."
*Ang Mo Kio Station, Ang Mo Kio Station...*
He paused for awhile, thinking whether or not to answer her..
".. orh.."
".. Huh??"
He paused again, feeling reluctant to repeat what he've just said..
"orh.."
"Oh, okay.."
".. Okay.."
"Er.. Okay, bye.."
"..."
And she hung up the call..
Holding his hope so high in the beginning, the impact from the fall was far greater than he has anticipated.
Shattered.. Heart? Perhaps..
He walked out of the train, aimlessly walking back and forth in front of the escalator..
Soon after, a message came along..
The gal sense tat he was acting weird in a way..
"Theres always a next tym rite? No need to rush back de.. lol.."
Upon seeing this msg, he stood there and tot for awhile..
Somehow or the other, he felt tat the gal was actually more matured than himself..
He felt ashamed, and a little childish, for him to have rushed all the way back..
And he felt extremely stupid to have done so..
But some tots flashed through his mind..
"Wasnt this the "next tym" the last tym u mentioned?"
However, it wasnt of so much importance..
He was more afraid tat the gal might feel pressured..
And he told himself..
"As long as she doesnt feel pressurized, everything's fine wif me.."
With this last tot in mind, he tried to keep himself positive..
The next tym.. The next tym..
Looking forward to the next tym, at the same tym, he didnt dare to put in much hope..
*It takes both party to make effort for each other to meet.. Be it for chats, going out, or for studies, it will eventually be "troublesome" for both persons. Afterall, its how one look at it.. If its for her.. I bet, he wouldnt felt so... I hope the gal doesnt feel pressurized.. =1