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(30 qershor 2007-)
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# Disappointment-
Im here to blog again.. Though late for my "mini-gathering"!
But suddenly feeling disappointed.. friends..
My most important tin in Life is friend.. I guess most of the ppl out there noes..
But it just seem lyk the bonds we built in those two/five years were gone.. So easily?..
Though I said "mini", I din mean it to be so "mini" until oli 4 of us, including me to "gather"..
It just take 1 day of u ppl.. To maintain the frenship for, mayb years?? Difficult?
Yes, there may be other chances to go out.. But if ur mindset is lyk tis, den u wont even go once.. cuz u'll be thking, "aiya, will have next outing wan mar.. dont go tis wan nvm."
FIVE years, we've built up lots and lots of memories..
I thought my secondary scool frens would be my frens for Life..
But it seem I've put too much expectation in it..
Most disappointed in myself. For I've committed the same mistake twice! This time, for investing too much on frenships..! I mean, yes, ppl have different priorities first, I just hate myself for putting frens first..
Disappointments again and again..
From all these experiences, I learned tat nothing will last forever..
Not love, not frenships.. Brotherhood?? Perhaps?
I've lost enough.. Love, and now maybe frens..
I dunno how much longer I can stand and face the "obstacles" in life..
Cuz the tins tat topple off were the most important tins in my life..
Helpless...! WE HAVE SCATTERED.. WE HAVE SCATTERED FAR..!
I hope that's not how we end..;
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