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(26 qershor 2007-)
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# I FEEL like quiting..!-
Contradicting feelings in me today..!
Felt happy at first cuz can go Raiders with Boon..
But after tat, thking bout having to go scool tml, my mood fell from top of the world!
HAIz!
Dunno why.. Today keep having this thought in mind..
Feel lyk quiting scool.. Feel like slacking everyday doing nothing..
But wad can I do in future if I just quit scool like this??
Having just a 'O' level cert.. I can go nowhere..!
But just dont feel lyk studying now.. Maybe cuz this is not my interest??
I cant see myself having the potential to excel studying this course in future..
I AM CONFUSED..!!
Giving up seem to be an easy choice..
Too tempting..
Or I thk I have no motivation in this course bah..
The motivation to do well..
The feeling isn't there anymore..
But changing course will waste 1 semester!
And I don't know if I can find interest in Engineering..
Wad should I do..??
Shall I just gif up lyk tis??
I'm disappointed in myself!
I got knocked out by just 1 factor of my life..
Wifout her support.. It just feel so meaningless..
Wads love..? I feel so breathless, searching for the answer..
It can truly knock one out...
I hope that's not how we end..;
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