A story; my story:

Everything started when we were there. Stressless, simply having no worries of what would happen the next minute or wadsoever. All that we were seeking was fun, happiness that can't be sought in our everyday life here in Singapore. A long lost feeling suddenly strike me, just the same way as it struck her. I was so happy, being able to share those same pieces of memories. At least, that was how I felt. Memories.
Soon after, we've to get back to reality, once again having those stress and troubles intruding our lives. Yes, we were back in Singapore. And that should be the start of her nightmare?
With that feeling, I started contacting her, with the intention to find out how she feels about me. It turned out that we have feelings for one another. But there were simply too many obstacles in front of us, invisible to me. So, coming together wasn't so good a choice for us, according to her.
Time and again, I told myself never to give up changing her mindset. I wanted to tell her, love is blind.
Finally, my persistence gave way to her unwavering logic. I start to worry, when the period being so close with her will end. And I started talking much more lesser in front of her.
I thought of taking a gamble, a gamble which ought to be lost.
Many times when I was sending her home, I buck up my courage to hold her hands. But it'd always turn out that her hands wasn't free. She will always be holding on to her handphone, or folding her arms. There wasn't a chance, until one time, when i teased her and she slaps my back with her right hand. My instinct told me, it's now or never.
"OUCH! 痛lei..!"
"会meh?"
"会啦！人家讲手小打人很痛的.. 给我看你的手!"
She undoubtedly lifted up her right hand, and I tried to pretend observing it, then swiftly hold her right with my left hand.
There was a pause, I think she couldn't comprehend wad I've done so quickly afterall.
Den after a moment, she came to realise that she had been cheated. haha.. She tried to shake it off, but I hold on to her hand, not wanting to let go. I suddenly felt like I was forcing her, and so I let her free. It has become one of my best memories with you... Wad about you? =)
The gamble was still on.
There was a second time, and it was the last time. As usual, I somehow "force" her to let me send her home. However, I didn't want to force her to let me hold her hand this time. I saw her holding her handphone on her left hand. And the opportunity came.
"给我看你的电话!"
"我不要。你给我看你的先啦!"
She pass me her handphone, I tried to pretend by pressing a few buttons on it, now her hand is free.
"我可以牵你的手吗?"
I saw her smile. I was still afraid though, that I might get rejected.
She nodded. My heart was pumping fastest. We walk down the road in the middle of the night, holding hands.
"你的手，只有我可以牵哦..."
She nodded again. The sweet smile on her face is one thing that would be difficult for me to forget. I suppose that was the happiest moments, with you. The happiness was indescribeable. Yet, unforgettable..
I have yet to forget these memories..
Memories you say that was all that you wanted..
I know why.. I understand..
I din know even till now, I've been making your life so miserable.
That's not what I wanted. No.
I don't mind you rejecting me, for bgr thingy or on 090807 for going to his birthday..
As long as you dont feel sad ya.

I will try my best to engrave these memories in my mind. I promise. I love you.