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(29 mars 2008-)
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# Lonely..-
Feeling so lonely again. Upon knowing all my bros going in army, this feeling of solitude envelops my whole heart. Got this thought of joining army together with them. But im afraid i'll lose interest in studying after completing my national service.
"You better go find another group of frens la, our side no hope liao!"
All the more i feel lonely after hearing one of them saying this..
Now, even when they are still outside, im alrdy feeling so so so alone. After they go in, im really afraid i cant look up to anyone when i needed someone there for me.
All of the sudden, i feel so afraid of scool reopening. Im afraid, i wont have time for those impt ppl in my life. Im afraid, they will leave me cuz we've got lesser time tgt.
Do i really have to learn to let go in this life?? Learn to be independent??
Who can i look forward to?
I hope that's not how we end..;
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